When we look at the World, who can you trust? A lot of people your going to know, will likely not be the person you thought they were.
I have always had a warm feeling that my friends and other people come to me for advice and help.
In my conclusion from that judgement I believe I am a wise, intelligent person.
I have always given the best advice I could ever give, and above all always seen the best in people as well as never given up on people.
This year I have done that to two people, sometimes you have to look at your own mind to see if your psychologically able to help them.
I for one will always put my self first, as my health to me is more important. Yet the interest of my friends and associates are extremely important to me.
My first counter was a young girl, with a disability. She had a walking problem, I presume she had mental problems as well as this illness is normally linked to the brain. Me and my friend's tried so hard to be her friend, but enough was enough she had something wrong with her everyday.
She either had the worst life in the whole world or it was bull shit. Unforgivable no evidence for these daily counters could ever be proven. Amazing that?
I personally think she was a lonely girl whom was trying to be someone else to create sympathy for her life. I think she would of got on fine at college, if she just been herself. Yet she could not do that. Such a shame.
I gave her so many opportunity's but she wouldn't buy in, I tried my best. I gave up in the end, because I had to look at my own physical state. I thought I was going to have a heart attack.
Now here is a brief story of a guy I know. For the purpose of the blogm I will call him T.
T was a lovely guy, he was gay. The problem with our friendship was he was a very depressed young boy, who doesn't actually understand how easy he has it. He didn't really have any problems as a child or a bad child hood.
I understand that people have manic depression, I really do and sympathise but T is not like that. The problem with T is he's a great guy but makes a issue about northing. He knows why he is depressed yet he will not change it.
T lives his life shuttled inside his cave and will not leave, the reason he is depressed because he has no responsibility or normal daily stress in your life. You sit in a room for a week with northing to do or do not bother going out.... Your be depressed too!
The problem I had was T fancy s me, so every time I went round there he would try to kiss me. Which was certainly nor appropriate.
I tried so hard to be his friends, and work on him focusing on his life. Yet he doesn't want to be helped. Not much I can do, and with the whole fancying thing, he cannot drop it and then threats to commit suicide. So in the end I had to give up, I feel sad I have done so, yet my health is my number one priority.
Some people in life, do not want help. They are clear of the problem, yet they will never change. I mean I feel depressed everyday, I wake up every morning thinking of my terrible child hood and whats the point?
Yet I keep my self busy everyday and learn and do my best to change them, because end of the day I only get, if I try. Not many people get everything put on a silver platter.
Tuesday, 10 August 2010
Tuesday, 2 March 2010
Awareness of drugs
As a teenager, most young people believe their pretty much Immortal; you know your body will never fail you; you’re going to live forever at least that’s my personal opinion of children and teenagers. Jack was a fifteen year old boy; He had every reason to be happy for various reasons he wasn’t. He just came back from living a sunny life in Spain, which was great. He always had a lot of friends; people always seem to like him, even though he was extremely anti-sociable at times. He just started a new school in the United Kingdom, it seemed pointless as there was only nine weeks before he would have to start his GCSE in a college, as he had never done them before. He never enjoyed this nine weeks of hell at this secondary school, He was extremely anti-sociable and had no interest in making friends.
He always drank alcohol, when you come from Spain, everyone drinks. But he never drank a lot or everyday or even every month. He never got himself so wrecked, he was pretty normal. While at this mayhem of a secondary school, he started drinking a lot at home, without anyone knowing; you know typical British teenage binge drinker, Jack Daniels, Vodka, Beer and Mould wine, anything he could get my hands on. Thankfully he just ended this mayhem of a school just about to join a College. I’m not sure what was going on in his mind at the time, but he shaved all his hair off, and I looked like a complete Chav. Ex. Umbro jacket etc. He was being a lot more sociable at College; Jack did have attentions to make friends since he was not going to be seeing his Spanish friends for a long while. Jack was still drinking but nowhere as bad as Secondary school. His overall summary grade report was fine all the way to Christmas he was taking B’s on all subjects which he was very pleased about, although this changed after New Year.
He already learnt he liked to drink, and his friends were binge drinkers too, they always smoked cigarettes he always thought that’s stupid, and he always thought ‘’ I’m never going to smoke’’. On New Year was a new whole level for Jack, It was a new beginning of entering the consuming of drugs first time He never got stoned, as well he completely drunk and ended up with him nearly having un-protected sex, Luckily he was too stoned and drunk to end up with a baby on its way. Jack never understood why he took drugs that night or mind sent of thinking, he thought drugs were for douche bags.
Jack just returned to college, his grades were going down because he was drinking too much, Jack always had a pint at the local pub at lunchtime as well the occasional Beer in the morning. As well at least three drinking sessions at the local park per week.
Jack just started smoking, this was the whole new ‘’Cool’’ thing to do, and as a sheep he followed, Why wouldn’t he all his friends were doing it? Jack shortly took up Smoking Cannabis & Hash, It started with that odd joint a week, northing serious. Jack never smoked at College; he would come into College drunk but never be on drugs, I think it was more about how he came across to people. At the time his hair was finally long again and I stopped dressing like a Chav, It would have been nice if he cut his hair, it wouldn’t have looked like a wreck. By this time he didn’t have to come in a lot, only to do test’s or was it the other way round? He didn’t come In, Jack didn’t care. Jacks drug addiction for taking lots of Alcohol and Cannabis became a regular basis thing, Morning, Afternoon & Night time. He always knew where to get drugs, He would never get drugs from college, and those dealers will rip you off. There’s a big difference between addiction and abuse, as he eventually learnt. Addiction is about a chemical reaction in the brain where you become physically and mentally hooked. Some people can abuse drugs without getting addicted. They can drink gallons, take a load of drugs and then not do it for a while. That’s wasn’t him at all; everyone has a level somewhere where they cross that line from abuse to addiction. Imagine a picture of a human body. For some people – like Jack- the crossover line is somewhere down by his ankle. For others, the line might be up by their forehead. Once you cross the line, your mind tells you constantly that you need those drugs to function, so you can deal with the day. You can often think you cannot function without it. You become slightly insane taking drugs. There’s the physical side too – your body reacts and if you stop taking the drugs, it makes you ill. Jack started to develop chest stings and generally feeling Ill, He stopped taking Cannabis he couldn’t afford it. Jack ignored the chest stings as it wasn’t that bad. He continued to smoke cigarettes though, even though when smoking was causing him chest pains.
A few weeks later, Jack was at his aunts. He was having a lot of chest pains that day, but later at night He was offered a joint, well when I say Joint, I mean half a joint which he did not roll. Jack coughed his guts out while smoking it. It was very nasty cough, and he presumed it was from not smoking for a while. He hadn’t had a joint for a while. Jack was not sure if it was Cannabis, but didn’t seem to care.
Jack didn’t fill stoned, but about fifteen minutes later his heart started pounding so fast, he felt that awful sensation of indigestion, when you’ve been in a hurry. After that had seemed to subside, the next sensation was like little squeezing motions that seemed to be racing up his spine, it was
gaining speed just pumping and pounding, he couldn’t breathe and the only thing on his mind was ‘’ I’m going to die’’ Jack then felt to fill sleepy, in severe pain. His aunt found him and called the paramedics imminently. As he waited in severe pain, with an Aunt going on at him to make sure he’s alive.
gaining speed just pumping and pounding, he couldn’t breathe and the only thing on his mind was ‘’ I’m going to die’’ Jack then felt to fill sleepy, in severe pain. His aunt found him and called the paramedics imminently. As he waited in severe pain, with an Aunt going on at him to make sure he’s alive.
Paramedics came quiet quickly within five minutes, Jack was imminently taken to the Ambulance and hooked up by many machines, it turned out his heart was going two hundred beats per minute. There was a beeping noise of machines in the background. At arrival to the Hospital, slight sarcasms came to Jack’s mouth when shown a wheel chair. He replied ‘’Do I have too?’’ The paramedic replied ‘’ Yes ‘’ Jack then found himself dazed looking at a sign saying ‘’ Serious injuries’’ of course naturally he was worried. One of the paramedics gathered of his expression and replied ‘’ Better than the resuscitation room’’ Jack replied ‘’ what’s the resuscitation room?’’ The paramedic replied ‘’ It where we bring people back to life’’ The surrounding around him went silent. One of the paramedics returned from the serious injuries ward, She then said to her colleague ‘’ He going to resuscitation ward’’ The other Paramedic slightly sighed and did not say a word. A nurse came quickly and hooked Jack up to several standard hospital machinery, at the time the heart was still pounding around hundred and nightly eight beats per minute.
A doctor came to Jack’s bed and took several blood examples, of course because it was the NHS they spilt a huge portion of blood all over the hospital bed, which then a second blood test had to be done. Nurses were coming all around Jack, putting CPR machines near him. Jack tried to ask why their loads of machines being put near him. The nurse said ‘’ Just in case’’ of course Jack did. It seemed the Nurses would not answer any questions; they always had a smart response such as ‘’ don’t worry about it ‘’. Jack was then given several drips which then slowly but painfully slowed his heart down. He remained there for the following day which they released him at a heart rate of hundred and thirty beats per minute. The chest pain by the next afternoon was gone away, however Jack could not walk. It seemed his whole body was either in shock or due to the pain.
Jack learnt the hard way, that his body was not at all immortal, and that his body can give up at any giving minute. If you abuse your body it will cause a serious amount of problems or worse death
Sunday, 28 February 2010
All we ever hear on Facebook is Moan Moan Moan, now I'm not innocent I do my fair share on Facebook but everyone on Facebook fits in one of these category. And yes we all play ''My life is worse than yours'' contest. You may decline it but every friend you know on Facebook has written something down the line as '' I need to get away, from this hell'' or '' Sick of crying'' Shall I go on?
Now no one is innocent in this we all do it time to time so I can't really complain because I do it my self, however we all have one friend on Facebook who doesn't shut up about how bad their life is.
These people are on guard of the ''My life is worse than yours contest and somehow mine is original'' 24/7 Sorry to break it up but Simpsons did it.
For teenagers its called hormones and geese you got to control your hormones. Its very common for teenagers to be moody and then happy if your a guy go masturbate your feel better if your a girl go watch Jonas brothers your get the tingerling feeling in your Virgina, then follow the second step get your mobile device and put it on ''Vibrate''
My information may be harsh but seriously teens you have nothing to really complain about, Yes college does suck, your not the only person in the world who thinks that. Yes Your Mum and Dad are being a bitch so is everyone elces. Yes we all have no money so stop complaining. Yes life does suck but everyone elce is going through the same thing.
Sorry but all teenagers who have not been abused as a child, loved one has passed away or getting kicked out of the house should not have chain mail of Facebook statuses how badly your life sucks. Remember a lot of people likely have it worse for example Africans children. Your complaining is not original but we will all play this game because its fun.
The ones I really hate are the ones who don't shut up about committing suicide, now I'm not influencing suicide but if your life really does suck that much and you want to commit suicide you really shouldn't be on Facebook. You should be with your best friend or a loved one. And No wanting to commit suicide because you could not get that t shirt or you hate your course or your mum being mean to you does not count. If so Maybe you should grow up? Or you are suffering from Severe clinical depression and you need to incidentally talk to someone or a mental illness and pehaps inmaturity.
Now Adults you have the right to complain right? Sure you do you Work pay rent, work 12 hours a day virtually have no money at the end of the month and you do it for your family. Yes you can complain and have the sheer right to.
Everyone in life goes through stages and everyone thinks their life sucks and no one understands what their going through or At least I'm thinking like a Emo does. But truth be told we all have different stories but we all go through the same thing.
However their are unlucky ones who are abused, beaten and these people have the right to complain or if you are a nervous wreck.
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Theirs are several of types of people on Facebook
Chain Statuses:
This Facebook user cannot let an hour pass without updating their status. Thanks to Face book, you know everything that this user does on an hourly bases. From the moment they wake up, their status is being updated. We know when they eat, when they use the bathroom, how they are feeling and countless other useless information about this user. This user believes that the world will end unless they update their Facebook status at least once every hour. These type of people should have a life feed.
Drug Facebook: (Me)
There are no typical Facebook users. It?s just something people say to make themselves feel better. Just like a drug addict or a compulsive gambler, this user has a problem, but refuses to admit it. They must log on to Facebook at least once a day or they start experiencing withdrawal symptoms These symptoms are usually manifested by hot flashes and/or cold sweats. If they do not log on to Facebook, they feel a sense of emptiness and their life is not complete. Once they?ve logged-in, all is well again until the next fix.
Tim Kemal type of Facebook:
This Facebook user is typically a single male user. He makes it his life goal to comment on every girl’s picture by writing dumb-ass comments like: “You are beautiful”, “What a beautiful picture”, “I love your hair in that picture. It must smell nice”. This lonely loser uses Facebook to tell girls how he feels because he is too shy to tell them in person. He uses Facebook to tell each and every girl just how “beautiful” she is in hopes of getting laid. He never gets laid. Most male Facebook users hate this guy with a passion.
I'm on Facebook user:
This user creates a Facebook account, updates some profile information and never uses Facebook again. These users typically know nothing about social networking sites and only joined Facebook because it is what everybody else was doing.
Request Facebook:
This user is one of the most annoying Facebook users. They usually send you multiple requests to download various crappy applications so that you can play stupid games with them on Facebook. As if Facebook itself was not a complete waste of time, this user wants you to adopt a pet, become a vampire and all kinds of other stupid things to make you waste even more time with Facebook. Even after you uninstall one of their crappy applications, they send you a request to download another crappy application.
Joker Facebook:
he most difficult to perfect, the funny Facebook status is one which contains some sort of joke or pun, but is not obvious straight away – you don’t want to be too ‘direct’ with your joke, but you do want to make people think for a moment and then laugh out loud. That’ll keep them coming back for more!
Factual Facebook:
Usually people who put ‘facts’ in their update message just copy them from Wikipedia, but still we should give them a fair voice because at least they have the brains to go there and find things. Generally, people will put facts in their status if they have nothing going on in their own life (and so they just need to live vicariously through some famous people or groups).
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When you break up with your girlfriend you learn who your friends are and who are not. So far I have currently got 10 people not talking to me. I thank you for that.
I'm not going to any details about me or Faye as shes great but me and her were not right for each other their is many reasons and not just one so its very complicated to explain. I don't feel bad at all because we only went out two months and people do not work out all the time. So why hate me? What did I do wrong. I didn't cheat on her. I didn't dump her on MSN. I did it respectfully with the best way not to break her feelings. I wasn't happy that is all. So whatever you have heard I'm not a bad person and you all have done it or will do it. So don't be a hypocrite. Also several people said their going to be hit me in the face, I can't wait!
Trying to make me jealous as well doesn't bother me because I'm not, I love being single and can't wait to see friends again and get to that next party.
Another thing I'm sick of people sending digs, if you have a problem say it.
I want to also add to my friends, I am your friend good or bad but I'm not at all happy about people not speaking me because I couldn't come out that day. It's pissing me off. You know who you are and why your not talking to me God sake grow up.
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- Joey Macleod
Now no one is innocent in this we all do it time to time so I can't really complain because I do it my self, however we all have one friend on Facebook who doesn't shut up about how bad their life is.
These people are on guard of the ''My life is worse than yours contest and somehow mine is original'' 24/7 Sorry to break it up but Simpsons did it.
For teenagers its called hormones and geese you got to control your hormones. Its very common for teenagers to be moody and then happy if your a guy go masturbate your feel better if your a girl go watch Jonas brothers your get the tingerling feeling in your Virgina, then follow the second step get your mobile device and put it on ''Vibrate''
My information may be harsh but seriously teens you have nothing to really complain about, Yes college does suck, your not the only person in the world who thinks that. Yes Your Mum and Dad are being a bitch so is everyone elces. Yes we all have no money so stop complaining. Yes life does suck but everyone elce is going through the same thing.
Sorry but all teenagers who have not been abused as a child, loved one has passed away or getting kicked out of the house should not have chain mail of Facebook statuses how badly your life sucks. Remember a lot of people likely have it worse for example Africans children. Your complaining is not original but we will all play this game because its fun.
The ones I really hate are the ones who don't shut up about committing suicide, now I'm not influencing suicide but if your life really does suck that much and you want to commit suicide you really shouldn't be on Facebook. You should be with your best friend or a loved one. And No wanting to commit suicide because you could not get that t shirt or you hate your course or your mum being mean to you does not count. If so Maybe you should grow up? Or you are suffering from Severe clinical depression and you need to incidentally talk to someone or a mental illness and pehaps inmaturity.
Now Adults you have the right to complain right? Sure you do you Work pay rent, work 12 hours a day virtually have no money at the end of the month and you do it for your family. Yes you can complain and have the sheer right to.
Everyone in life goes through stages and everyone thinks their life sucks and no one understands what their going through or At least I'm thinking like a Emo does. But truth be told we all have different stories but we all go through the same thing.
However their are unlucky ones who are abused, beaten and these people have the right to complain or if you are a nervous wreck.
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Theirs are several of types of people on Facebook
Chain Statuses:
This Facebook user cannot let an hour pass without updating their status. Thanks to Face book, you know everything that this user does on an hourly bases. From the moment they wake up, their status is being updated. We know when they eat, when they use the bathroom, how they are feeling and countless other useless information about this user. This user believes that the world will end unless they update their Facebook status at least once every hour. These type of people should have a life feed.
Drug Facebook: (Me)
There are no typical Facebook users. It?s just something people say to make themselves feel better. Just like a drug addict or a compulsive gambler, this user has a problem, but refuses to admit it. They must log on to Facebook at least once a day or they start experiencing withdrawal symptoms These symptoms are usually manifested by hot flashes and/or cold sweats. If they do not log on to Facebook, they feel a sense of emptiness and their life is not complete. Once they?ve logged-in, all is well again until the next fix.
Tim Kemal type of Facebook:
This Facebook user is typically a single male user. He makes it his life goal to comment on every girl’s picture by writing dumb-ass comments like: “You are beautiful”, “What a beautiful picture”, “I love your hair in that picture. It must smell nice”. This lonely loser uses Facebook to tell girls how he feels because he is too shy to tell them in person. He uses Facebook to tell each and every girl just how “beautiful” she is in hopes of getting laid. He never gets laid. Most male Facebook users hate this guy with a passion.
I'm on Facebook user:
This user creates a Facebook account, updates some profile information and never uses Facebook again. These users typically know nothing about social networking sites and only joined Facebook because it is what everybody else was doing.
Request Facebook:
This user is one of the most annoying Facebook users. They usually send you multiple requests to download various crappy applications so that you can play stupid games with them on Facebook. As if Facebook itself was not a complete waste of time, this user wants you to adopt a pet, become a vampire and all kinds of other stupid things to make you waste even more time with Facebook. Even after you uninstall one of their crappy applications, they send you a request to download another crappy application.
Joker Facebook:
he most difficult to perfect, the funny Facebook status is one which contains some sort of joke or pun, but is not obvious straight away – you don’t want to be too ‘direct’ with your joke, but you do want to make people think for a moment and then laugh out loud. That’ll keep them coming back for more!
Factual Facebook:
Usually people who put ‘facts’ in their update message just copy them from Wikipedia, but still we should give them a fair voice because at least they have the brains to go there and find things. Generally, people will put facts in their status if they have nothing going on in their own life (and so they just need to live vicariously through some famous people or groups).
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When you break up with your girlfriend you learn who your friends are and who are not. So far I have currently got 10 people not talking to me. I thank you for that.
I'm not going to any details about me or Faye as shes great but me and her were not right for each other their is many reasons and not just one so its very complicated to explain. I don't feel bad at all because we only went out two months and people do not work out all the time. So why hate me? What did I do wrong. I didn't cheat on her. I didn't dump her on MSN. I did it respectfully with the best way not to break her feelings. I wasn't happy that is all. So whatever you have heard I'm not a bad person and you all have done it or will do it. So don't be a hypocrite. Also several people said their going to be hit me in the face, I can't wait!
Trying to make me jealous as well doesn't bother me because I'm not, I love being single and can't wait to see friends again and get to that next party.
Another thing I'm sick of people sending digs, if you have a problem say it.
I want to also add to my friends, I am your friend good or bad but I'm not at all happy about people not speaking me because I couldn't come out that day. It's pissing me off. You know who you are and why your not talking to me God sake grow up.
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- Joey Macleod
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